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The time now is 0329hr 25.11.2007. Morning Ya all! How ya doing? I tot I would write my blog now seeing other blogs write makes me guilty nt to write. Haha! I have to motivate myself to write; Hey, do you know that Eating Oreos n drinking Milk helps the motivation process!! Really! lol.. I apologise for not updating my blog more often, just tat I’m plain Lazy. Keke~

While I was in Singapore, I met up with one of my close friend, she is married & happy. NO misunderstandings please!!! LoL We went to eat the steak at Aston Steak, It is still fabulous! Really n it is really cheap, much better than Margaret Drive. And to add to tat, my friend is working as a manager over there. Hohoho~ free Drinks & Soup!! It was good to catch up with her after 4yrs absence.

During my get well in Singapore very hard to play Mah jong for two reasons (1) slow to move hand (2) No one want to play Mah Jong. Nabuei.. Every time giam ji ka. Keke~ I have given up on getting people to play le. To troublesome to be organiser. Now I would rather organise overseas trips, much more fun. keke~ I think a lot of people asking about my life. Well, first of all, I have to address this issue.. I like to thank everyone for sharing their opinions and thoughts with me. But I have to keep moving forward

I realised if I sit down and do nothing, my mind & imagination starts to “stir shit in my brain”. I had some pressing questions. Here is one of them. Is there such a thing as reincarnation or resurrection? It has been a pressing question in my mind. Through these months, I guess I have had the luxury of time to think of these things. Well, I have come to a simple theory that everyone dies & is recycled. We become a new born baby. Or an elephant? It’s a cycle. =P Very Wu Liao hor.. second thing I realise tat in the newspapers this year they keep stressing on the impact of global warming. Too much going on this year and a lot has changed. There probably is some study/statistic/report to make countries n the governments start to focus on this issue other than terrorism. Anyway looking at all that is going on in our world, I am small & insignificant. However I do think that we are part of a bigger picture. Lets just spare a tot for the environment, our species would probably stand a better chance of survival. Let’s leave the rest to fate.

Well after 2 months rest, I decided to go back to work; Back Healthy in Thailand & working! My left hand is moving; though need to slowly push to gain strength. The doc in Singapore doesn’t want to see me either. Which is an indication that my hand is either going to drop off or I’ll be getting better. In my opinion some of the doctors only sit there n diagnose. Something wrong, I think they get paid too much for their opinion. Haha~ anyway back to topic, everything in Bangkok is still the same, damn CHEAP; only sickening thing is they dun celebrate Christmas here. Anyway, on the 05.12.07 is the King’s birthday & it’s a Holiday here! Haha~ Boss says I follow the calendar here. I say no, no way, I’m coming back, take leave le! Lalala! So many people getting married in Dec’07 to Jan’08 & the air ticket from Bangkok now so expensive. Book early before it’s too late. Jan’08 got promotion I think.

Over the month of Nov’07, an inflow of poly friends came over to Thailand, Yi Jie, Hua Xiu, Heng, Mei Xiang. Pai seah din meet Chuan Hai, Ying Huei. LoL. Beng, Ber n Stehen comin to Puket. Hope I can join them. But that depends on my work.

On 16.11.07, Hua Xiu, Mei Xiang & Ah Heng came over! They were really fun! Enjoy disturbing Hua Xiu, Mei Xiang & Heng. Haha! Brought them around Bangkok coz Mei Xiang never come before.. Sua Kuuuuu! But its okay she always says she is still young. Hohoho~ come Bangkok, watch Great movies every night! I like the movies Meet the Robinsons & Music & Lyrics. What do you think of this Chinese movie called 爱情转移?

Hua Xiu, Mei Xiang & Ah Heng also spent time with my daughter Xun1 Xun1. Talk about her, wah liew.. my friend brought her from Chuctuchuk for 2 days & then gave up. Real lousy. Lol. Anyway, I adopted her. So she is mine le! Hurhur~ Having her on the first day, I realise how a parent felt on the first day they got their kid. Anyway, first day I got a shock. She shat the whole toilet n whine n whine! (*god knows there is really a word called “shat”) She brought the whole house down. N then to top it off, she ate her own shit n puked it out! I brought her to rehab with pampers & all, now she is much better only eats her dried food rations n lots of water. She also loves the treats of milk bone. Still notti though. (*if your still dun know by now, Xun Xun is my Pomoranian puppy of 4 months) Today 24.11.07 Xun Xun finally recognised tat the Newspaper on the floor is for reading & she shat on it!! Yuppie!! Success! Now all I have to do is find a way to get her into a good school. My pride n joy. Muahahaha!

Over the next 3 days Hua Xiu, Mei Xiang, Ah Heng & Winston managed to cover the following places MBK, Chuctuchuk, Siam Paragon, Siam Square, Platinum, Pratunam. We even had time to Play Arcade! Daytona & threw some hoops! Not bad la. The gals were really nice & treated us Birds nest! Hurhur~ after tat we went to Patpong. It was the first time I went to a Thai Gal show & its was terrible experience coz we got conned/hustled by some thai guy at Patpong.. I dun really like to get conned.. . Ptui!! Anyway it was an experience which I would not forget. But my opinion is dun have to go n watch one, real boring. But foot massages is a MUST! We all have feet but never look after one. We must pamper them sometimes. Haha~

Day 3 I’ll like to talk about the evening. We went for a drink at RCA Route 66. Drink shot n beer n shot n beer. We played games n loser had to drink. We went to eat supper after tat. Man The results were impressive! I saw a Merlion ^.^

The last day, we all went to the airport I was quite sad but din show it when they went back. We took a lot of fotos. I really had a good time. I guess they did have a good time too! Miss you.

I have IPPT coming up soon. Hmm. Wonder if I still can run n do pull ups. Haha~ book first then say. Chook dee to me. LoL Okie I sleep now.. Good night! Win~

Monday, 03 September 2007, 2329hrs…I’m sittin infront of my computer its. I’ve been on MC for the past 3 weeks. This bit I like to put on, Here goes…

Recently, a very close friend of mine just passed away. I am very sad. I was involved in this accident as well. Its been a very trying time these past weeks. It is hell to I remember that accident but I have repeated this over a hundred times. my friends and I were on our way back to bkk from a school where we went swimming. The mini bus we were in overturned on the left side after the car behind us rammed our bus behind. Mini bus swerved to the right lane and we were hit by a second vehicle which rammed us into the ditch. Initial reaction was to see if my friend who screamed was okay. I could not see her body. I could only see her hands. Damn.but when I held her hand to console her, she gripped my hand. For that moment, I thought that she would make it. I carried onto calm her & then told her I would have to go out of the mini bus to get help. I went out.. I saw a few thai ppl stop and help but they told me that my friend had already come out. “Its not her!”, I retored to them that she was under the vehicle. By then I was escorted by a medic into an ambulance. When I reached the hospital, all I could think about was her. I din know what to do.. When the door opened each time, I was hoping she would roll in.. in all, I accounted for 4 of the 5ppl excluding me in the car.. I cried the whole time after that. Another of my friend came over that night n we stayed up and talked. @ 6am, I was wheeled into the operating room to stitch back my left hand tendons n my right ear. When I woke up 4 hrs later, 2 of my colleagues had arrived from Singapore. My colleague then broke the news that she did not make it but she died on the scene… I really really couldn’t control myself. I can’t forget tat she was still alive when I went to get help.. I was brought back to Singapore on 130807 for treatment. I went back to bangkok, Thailand on 220807 for her wake. When I saw her parents, I really did not know what to say. I consoled them. But deep in my heart. I really also miss her n confused… I wasn’t sure why my friend the driver of the mini bus did not turn up to send her on her last farwell.. there were many ppl not happy with the driver & all.. even the other driver of the vehicle who hit us also turned up to pay farwell… though I say I dun blame him.. I cannot talk to both of them coz it really hurts.. Last year, a good friend of mine also passed away. I know how it feels. Still now it hurts even more so; feelin is worst then breaking up.. Heart pains everytime I think (Xing Suan) Every time I see some gathering pictures, it makes my heart pound harder on what I could have done what moves I made would have prevented this incident.. I know she would not want me or anyone else to think to much about them as they have already moved on & become an angel. I realised Life is so dedicate. We are surrounded by relationships everyday, never wait till the time when your family, friends or loved ones depart, then start to feel the pain. Treat everyday as the last day. I really din expect this to happen to me but this has tot me one lesson, treasure every relationship u have with everyone. When it happens, I cannot say I’m strong or that I’m hardened.. I can’t forget what happened. I’m really really happy to have met her. I try to put myself in her shoes, I wouldn’t want my friends to be too sad.. some of my friends say that I did all I could do. Well, time will heal all.. she is in a better place. Thanks for praying for her & reading this blog. Win~

Hihi! I’m back again! This time I have slightly more time. Hurhur! Decided it was time to ressurect the blog with some updates after about ½ a year to do some blogging.. here goes!

Its been a year n tat morning Quan Hai msg me it is his anniversary. Remember also that just one year ago, I had a great friend; he is now in a better place. It’s quite sad sometimes when I think of him, one moment he is here, the next he is gone. I wish him all the best in his new life. I really treasure all those around me. when you lose someone its heart wrenching.  So if you think I do not, drop me a complaint. I’ll try my best. .. can’t win them all .. but I’ll try hurhur!

So much happened recently. Irwan come back forom Norway. Wei Xiang get married. Jianming’s son is 1 yr old. Weekiat got Gal Friend.keke! Pris took out her Braces. PATrick is already Married… Second half of the year even more ppl gettign married. I wonder .. is my circle getting smaller? Hurhur. Well Well, My time will come as well …I had my share of stress and  problems during this time as well. Sometimes I get pushed around in my company. So its kinda crap.Hai Gam Ga lah.. haiz.  At least here I get to do what I want and control some finances and make decisions. I also get to meet customers and the exposure is what I want. I learnt a lot about people relations in Thailand. Also being really independent & that every cent counts. It is really important to network. I realised I haven’t got the chance to meet up with all my friends.And I really miss you guys very much. Soccer, mahjong, Rovers, Socuts, Secondary, Sentosa, man! I think I miss being a student. Kinda flashback when think abt the times in Poly. I know I have not had much time to meet all of you, Pai seah.but I’m not gone for good. I really am busy. I will find time.my apologies to those . Been coming back and forth. I realised one thing. Jetstar is better than Air asia.. in terms of service n landing skills. Mainly landing skills. Haha.

I went to vietnam 2 weeks ago. It is a nice place. HCM is nice. Relaxed and laid back. Really like the ambience.. it is similar to BKK only that the ppl there can speak proper english and can communicate better not using sign language. Hurhur. I enjoy the streets and the Beef glass noodles are fantastic. Shopping over there is not as advanced as bkk .. it is therefore theoatically cheaper than bkk. Haha! I go there I have millions of DonG.. tats what they call Vietnam Dols. Funni hor. Ok, nvm.. 

I’m continuing this blog on another day…

Hi hi,

Today is a Saturday! Okay, its a Sunday morning 1:58am. Well, I’ve decided to put up a post here coz I have time n had a late dinner.. First of all, I think that this is a different place to be in. After staying here for almost 3 months, I can navigate quite well by taxi.. hohoho! Its a different world here in thailand, I’m alien here.. need to pick up the language in A HurrY. Got to get used to the culture n Food n other stuff here. I still realli miss home n my family. Especially the comfort of home n the cooked food. Still, I’m liking it here. Here the gals are also pretty. No reference to Gals in Sin. But seriously, I can concentrate on my job & my work when I’m here. Tell you A Secret, I’m Married in Thailand, To my work. lol I have just listed some of my long term objectives. What I have to do in these coming months.

My Short Term Objectives

(1) Brush Up my THai Language

(2) Find My Product

(3) Focus On Sales/Marketing

(4) Finish My Degree

(5) Travel (Backpacking To Nepal/Europe/USA/Taiwan/Japan)

Initally I was having doubts when I first went into this job. I realise nw tat its actualli the mindset.. I have a positive focused mind to keep out brain moving towards my goals. Be it selfish or not. Coz In the long term, I do not want look back n regret. I guess it all comes down to our own decisions.  YOu gain something, you lose something. I think it is best for me now. . But frankly, I miss Singapore; PM say we should move on overseas but not forget our roots. ahaha! I felt happi for a moment. But I guess tats reality. I have 1 - 2 close friends n 3 - 4 friends/suppliers in Thailand.. Gosh.. bad hor..  I better add this to my list of short term goals..

(6) Make More Friends In Thailand

Some of mY Long term Goals

(1) Making my Parents Proud

(2) Keep in constant contact with my Network of Friends.

(3) Staying Alive & HappY

(4) My own business when I’m 35.

(5) Having 2 Kids when I’m 35. (I guess this one is easy, but I want twins)

(6) Akan Datang.. I have to add more later.

Okay, I also miss all my friends all the guys n gals friends in singapore.. I’ll still be back for Ah Seng’s Aquarim’s Wedding N Who’s else wedding/bacholor party hohoho! I’ll be there ne! So no worries. I’ll be his/her bladder! hohoho! I also want to can catch up n play mahjong.. Speaking of tat, I’m not an addict to mahjong, tis more importance is friendship. I have these few friends whom I feel are not so inclined to the game but more for the time to catch up.

I saw a few friends overseas recently also on line.. Damien in Australia as an engineer, Raymond the gorilla working in a zoo.. lol na.. he is an accountant in austraila kap! Wah!! Irwan in Norway now probably eating burgers n fries n reading a good book. Lisi in America persuing the American Dream. I guess everyone has some objective in life n will put in all effort in persuing their dreams. Hmmmm.. Everyone is pushing out of the country, I forsee even IF I had a job change I would end up somewhere in another part of the world. Maybe Australia, Europe, Maldives? I have a friend in Thailand who wants to move to another country to have a better life. well, I’m also thinking the same just that we are both not from the same country. haha! It is so weird, humans are animals whom are nt easily contented. I think dogs are better off sometimes, all they need are walks n a plate of steamed liver. haha! Well back to topic, where I am is not really tat important. What is important is Who I meet. I believe everyone should have a motto in life. I find this one a nice one.

Learn as if you were gonna live forever,
Live as if you were gonna die tomorrow.

Gandhi’

Well thanks for reading my tots; I’ll go bath n sleep liao.. Good night! Sweet dreams.

Winston